forgiveness : admitting the mistake we made or pretending we are always right ?

assalamualaikum...
and hello to all readers out there...
how should i start this??? i have lots of ideas but i don't know how to voice it out... im facing a phase which  i thought it is quite difficult to decide or find a solution for "that" things... i dont know how, and where can i find the best...best what??? omg, i lost my idea... im stress, under pressure and clueless of what is going on...
ok refer to word fogiveness, what did u really understand of it??? i still seek for it... i miss my mom and dad... and my family... it been long time we didnt hang out together, having dinner or lunch together... it just like flew away after one by one had their own fam... i miss the bench that abah make his ownself, where all of us spend our evening there... it such a beautiful childhood moment... even 8 of us had a cat fight most of the time...hahahhahah... and now, when one of my sis who i never speak to almost 6 years text me and seek for forgiveness from us, suddenly the tears dropped... and i knew, i miss my family... and she remind me, its not about the egoism of all of us, but it is all about our mom and dad happiness... i put away my egoism, my cold heart, and everything that make me hate some of them, just to say sorry and wish to stop all the nonsense conflict between us, coz im still remember, when mom called me and she is crying like a baby... it is not a tears of sadness, but it is tears of happiness... mom, dad, will you forgive us for what we did... 8 of us???

celebrating his birthday - 1st as hubby wifey-

assalamualaikum...
hye readers and bloggers...
june- gemini - my husband birthday... since it was on working day, so we only could manage a simple birthday party for him... but hosted by my friend, comel n usop... actually, i am planning for something fun and happening birthday party but due to lack of time, it doesnt work.. planning to celebrate it together with hanna, also born on june, cant be proceed... so we decided to make it separately... fortunately, usop and comel wanted to cook and prepare all the meal and din will bought the cake... me??? planning to surprising him... so i told my hubby im going to night market, and asked for permission since im HIS wife now...hahahha... to be a good wife ya... i went there with din and mahat, and while usop n comel preparing the meal (its happened after work), me and din went to mart to buy some drinks, and candle... and around 8 pm, my little lovely hubby arrived comel's house and we pretending like no cake for that day...just a food, dinner like we always did... after my hubby finished his prayer, we bring out the cake and sing together his birthday song... so it is, just a simple celebration... not like the previous year... we celebrated it at PERHENTIAN ISLAND, with new foreign friends from Switzerland, Holland... and so sorry syg, it was just a simple birthday present for you this year... im out of idea what to give syg...ahhahaha... last year, i gave him, a wonderful vacation to perhentian island, cK watch, and HTC Desire HD... n this year, new rash guard from RIP CURL... hehehhe... i know you like sayang... ill fine the quicksilver rash guard someday dear...
to Allah, thank for giving me a chance to celeb his birthday again this year...and may Allah bless Muhammad Khuzairi b. Mohamed @noordin life and give us happy family life... i love you sayang...

here some pic to share...

rip curl rash guard for him

new york cheesecake from secret recipe 

birthday boy n wifey - blow it baby blow

happy 29th lovely

after blow candle

credit to comel and usop for foods

cake again

din dont know what to rite my hubby name... so left it empty

invited too... lan, wan and hanna

host  - usop and comel

fatty wifey and cute lovely hubby

hanna 

the end---
peace no war...
jujumohdjan

new update, new post...old hobby, new part time job...

assalamualaikum and hi readers...
ermmm, ok...it been a while im not updating my blog, n as usual, ill update more than one soon at same time...hahhaha...really busy and have no mood to write anything in here, but trying to do so sometimes and now at last... successful to do so...
new update ??? yes of course this is my new update, and ya, new post for my blog... but, old hobby??? new part time job??? wondering what is it??? ok let me share what i mean when i talk about my old hobby and now it is one of my part time job...just to fulfill my free time... ok, im not the one who will pain my face every times i went out, but sometimes ill do it for any occasion or u know, if i had a very pale face...yes ill do it... and i had a friend, my best buddy during my diploma... and everytime we bored or one of us felt sad and under pressured, one of the best solution for us is MAKEUPPPPPPPP....hahahha...yes it is... we paint our face, and trying to look differ and beautiful (even we knew beauty without painting is better), doing some experiment mixing and blending the color... and finally it works.. its make us happy, laughing and feel free at that time... owh i miss her so much, and she just engaged last Saturday, and she look beautiful with her neutral make-up...
and during my wedd, i dont had enough time to find make-up artist, than i decided to do it my own... few weeks after, one of my friend ask me to pain her face during her wedd, n i got another one and another one...again... so i told my hubby, people like my touch... so, i think why not i take it as my part time job... maybe someday, i can be a good one... if it GOD wills... btw, thanks Allah swt for giving me more than one talent to survive in this heavy and adventure world with beautiful people around me...

this is some of them...

peace no war...

dark brown 

front view

blue mixed green

i paint my own face for my own wedd...hahahaha

solemnization 

jujumohdjan