what a lazy day...all coz of u...sick of it...

friday,15... a very lazy day...what happened to me huh...dunno...should i wait for u to have my meal of the day? i mean my meal for today...im not have it yet coz im waiting for you...stupid me...i hate this feeling...i just wasting my time waiting for u by watching those movies that i've watched it hundred times b4...just drink a plain water while scratching my body and peel of the death skin...eventhough u dont allow me...
fotunately,im not alone at home...lya here too...atleast im just feelibg alone inside...there somebody here to talk with...
baby,i need u actually...argh...what happened to me...im still sick and maybe it make me a bit " manja " kot...huhuhu...kawan2,sy menghabiskn masa kt rumh je the whole day...xske2...:'(

time for MANJAKAN my lurvly body...

kt the curve skg...having my meal...it can considered as dinner eventhough it is actually my breakfast for today...and im get sick of of gastric...my mr dodo are busy now...i get hurt a bit coz of it but then its ok...im with nisha...body massage after this...then im sure ill feel relax and release from feeling tired...they call us for massage now...gtg...daaaadaaa

the end of story...p.s i love u...

i just met my housemate,lya...she told me that she found a new tenant for our house...hurm,the most place that i love to live...bilik spenderku...hikhikhik...bilik yg giler byk memories ngan kengkawan...bilik dengkor nisha...bilik main poker...bilik merah kesayanganku...sayng sungguh nk tgl,tp i've to admit...setiap yg dtg mesti pergi...that the reason why we have to enjoy the moment...p.s,bring me lots of feeling happy,sad,crazy,...lots to describe...last time i love to decorate my room using red color meterials,my air bed which i love the most...my tiger carpet...my red light,my strawberries smells...my triangle room...berat plak hati nk tgl p.s...i celebrate my eid here two times...no more open house for this year...arghhhhh...i wont leave ny precious house...bilik yg penoh cerita...memory paling best,main poker cm org gile...when talk bout it,really make me smile...p.s,let me know peopkes...hurm,sony,and her love...lya,hani...p.s which make me close to peoples...and uncle guard yg sgt baik hati ske lepak ngan aku dulu...and guards block c...being nice to me...coz always helped me when i walked home with full hand of shopping's bags....btw,its a part of my life...good memories...sweet and bitter memories...byebye p.s...palm spring...:-(

food allergies?? menci ar...

alahan dgn makanan neh mmg leceh...ape punye malang la nasib tuan punya badan...not everyone born with food allergies,but almost my fam members suffer of it...im a culinarian and it is too bad for me having this ' dieseas'... sy bukan setakat xleh mkn seafood...skg neh poultry and even beef...skg neh sy ngah suffer of its symptoms...ichiness and painful...bintat dh penoh badan...sume nye sbb tergoda dgn lobster...my biggest prob is,im a food lover...seafood the most...crab,prawn,oyster,and fish...tp x sedar diri neh ha...malas tol nk g klinik...ubat yg ade dh immune...b,sakit neh...i wish if i could boil my self...hahaha...gilo dh cik ju neh b...eh,awk pgl sy cik june kn...[ i dont like it actually]... c,dh melalut sy...i scratch my body but him said,dont you dare to scratch it...huhuhu...im itchy baby...dulu sy berpantang...try to avoid consume those food which hurt me,but then some of my friends said," xpe,makan je...nnt allergic tu hilang lelame..."...korang tipu...makin tersiksa zahir dan batin ku...hurm,terpaksa la rajinkn badan nk g clinic...bb,wish u r here...

2nd of april...

another friend married today...huhuhu...b,turn kt bl ek?kehkehkeh...lmbt g ek b?gedik plak tetibe...
finally they both get married...happy for them too...td ktorg berckp2,who's gonna b next bride n bridegroom...ill be the last among us rite...hihihi...my elder bro ask me just now...nk tunjuk cincin ke?hahaha...im engaged...i met few of my old friend...my classmate during bacelor...sume cm dh besar...but not.me.i guess...:-P
owh 2nd april...xsgka,cpt masa berlalu,semua org ade perubahan yg mendadak...my mr dodo not around today...bwk haluan masing2 di hujung minggu...hihihi...that what we are rite love?we both need our own time to enjoy...
btw,congrate to both of my friend for ur wed...may god bless u both til the ur last breath...amin...

sick tired and...

holla...im just arrive p.s...so tired,and unfortunately im sick...flu...cough...jangkitan dr mn kah ini...too much pressure lately...my student drove my car and hit something...and today,i hurt gogon again...cian gogon...hurm,something come across my mind...apelah agaknye org tua tu wat skg?sp ek?laki aku la...laki yg blom sah di sisi agama...aku cm perlu ignore die for a moment coz ak sgt2lah bz...ujg tahun neh lg bz,dgn keje,dgn master aku lg...arghhhhh....tension sgt...sorry awk,sy tekanan perasaan lately,so sorry coz sometimes ive to ignore u...i hate the time when i have too many things to be done,at the same time my body extreamly weak and my mind counting the day to explode...owh god,thought this year would be nicer than b4,even it is actually much2 better than previous year...im gonna have my super duper good treatment the end of month...sabah,im coming...then hope i can follow my sis to aussi when the day she move there...i have to rest my.mind for a while but i just couldnt...too much paper to mark and owh god...im SICK...SICK...SICK...TIRED...TIRED...nasib iman kuat lg...if x,dunhill kembali menjadi rakan baik ku...huhuhu....but never....it will never happened again...ok my dearest blog...i have to cont markg paper...i hate this coming sunday coz i have to submit all the marks for each subject...k dada mr blog...peace no war...B-)

stop involving in my life...

since 1st jan 11 no more both of u in my life...everytg i did,i said,i went to,i saw,i talked not related to both of you at all...please stay away from my life coz i never get involve in ur life any longer...u hv ur own life and so do i...i hv my man who i love so much,i have my beloved family and friends who never give up supporting me...hey lady,there's nothing related to me about ur life...ur man,is always urs...im not a part of it anymore,so u dont need to text me...u r stranger for me...do i make u feel unconfort if i can live peacefully and happy?...stop being stalker...my life is not related to u anymore...if i wanna
expressed my feelings here,want to write anytg here is not ur prob as long as im not get involve in ur life...are u feeling jelouse if i do have happy life,successful career,good family and friendly friend,a normal and happy n happy life?...lol...u r to childish and never b as age u should be...