i am so tired...

hurm...i dunno know should i write here or not...im not feeling well with it...but i...i dunno what to say...being honest to others, being nice to people around me...being tolerate...even people dont realize it...im not blame others coz everything good or bad that happened to me before,now and after...it is all because of my goodness and bad thing i did...i never forget that...life tought me to be strong...and this is who i am...hurt other then someday people will hurt u back... nice to others then poeple will treat u nice someday...getting someone in ur life, and remember ull lost them to...no matter what, coz all of us belong to HIM...eventhought im started to feel how enjoy my life...since jan 2011, but still...there is something will bother u sometimes...it just like a test from god...to make u strong, brave and realize the mistake that u did, n learnt how to avoid to do a same mistake again...u'll be strong if u did a mistake then u regret and try to correct ur self...but ull be so damn stupid if u did a mistake, then ull keep on repeating the same mistake...and i dont want to be as stupid as that...my self, my parent, my sibling, my friends, and all people around me will face a same thing in our life...only u, ur self know how to create ur life either make it wonderful, nor make it worse...

again and again, i am who i am...i have no twin who have same habit, interest, style, or anythign exactly like me...coz i am who i am...i never same to someone else as much as that...everything that happened to me and the test that god gave me, differ to other even it is still test from HIM...plus, how i manage to.the past is past, yes, but if u still n keep on going talking about it,and never stop to get involve in it, it is not ur past..it is ur present life...for me my self, i dont know what to do to make other understand me too...i am very simple, so does it to difficutl for poeple to be honest and sincere to me...maybe i did it to toher before and GOD bring somebody to pay me back...alhamdullilah, thank GOD to give me such a beautiful life...

to people out there, either u re my family, my friends, my teachers, my boss, even my enermies, i am sincerely forgive everything that u guys did to me and i am begging u guys to forgive me for every single things, little or big mistake, pls forgive me...i admit for those mistake i did, and im really mean it when i say sorry...

to people who concern about me, im very good, and happy with my life, happy doing all those thing that i dreamed of it since yearsssssssss ago, :)...im not be with anyone, but im be with everyone around me...i love my self, i love my life, i love my soul, i love everything about me...just me...the rest, it is not as deep as i love my self...

peace no war...
back to: juju justagirl...

my dream come true...ohyeah...

wohooo...this is the most thing i love and like...i am finally get my official diving lisence...i always dream of it,but now...it is noy just a dream...its reality...having my first diving's experience was awesome...how to breath,equalize,how to.move ups n downs..owh my god...im speechless...i couldnt describe what i feel actually...it is too good for me...i am happy n so damn happy with it...so just left to plan the location for next dive...hihihi

terengganu's wed vacation...another friend changed their status..

attending my friend's wedding plus vacation...bak kate anas,juju kt dh lame x go for vacation,last time we had was last two years i guess...so,we have it...two purpose for one trip...drive along karak highway to kuala terengganu was awesome...hahaha...sbb gogon tu kental rupe2 nye...jauh gak terengganu...bl da drive sendiri,br tau...b4 this g org drive n nek bus ma...hahaha...we stay at gran continantal,then drove about 28km to husni's house...cantik siti...sepadan sgt...not much to share about his wed coz x dok lame2 kt sne...then after wed,we just drove back to hotel coz each of us need a break...rest due to long journey...target lam pala otak adalah: shopping...silk...yeay i got 3 silk...habis duit borong...mahal tuh...kain paling mahal aku penah bli...tp cun la...we went to masjid kristal...nice...this is the state that hv lots of mosque...cantik sgt...pantai???tahan nafsu je neh nk mandi laut...sabar2,ujung bln neh berendam sepuas ati...( diving lisence course waiting for me)... ngidam laksam aku kt sn...tp sedih,dpt mkn skali jer...n for the first time mkn nasik dagang...yummy...best2 bak kate nad...kopok x pyh ckp la...mcm nk pecah perot...husni bwk g mkn kopok kt tok beng...first tgk kopok versi rebus je...huhuhu...not bad...tp some of us cant accept it...dorg ckp cm x msk...me?sental jer...im a food lover...muahahahaha...last nite we there,dh buntu x tau nk g mn,g funfair...hihihi...no more tourist guide...so guide diri sendiri...few hour b4 back to kl,his mother finally met me...after almost 5 years she wish for that...aunt,get well soon...ill visit terengganu again...so thats all for this time...picy2...upload later...hahaha...

peace no war,juju...

sort of memories...which i sketch it into black and white...

hello my bloggy...hhihihih...dh lame x menulis...quite bz and full of program...hurm having a very tiredness days...and back to work after a week left..all because of responsibility toward everything surrounding... hurm back to the title i wrote there...
"sort of memories...which i sketch it into black and white"

this is one of my hobbies...i have alot, but this kind of hobby require me to get a really good time, and mood to sketch...i love to sketch anything which actually a part of me...a part of juju...the sadness, the useless feeling, the devil junkies in my mind...disappeared when i do this...
ill give some of my artwork to whome that i care and love...even some of them no longer beside me...

"memories"

thing that never could change...we cannot run from our past, because past make what we are today...the past was a memories...a beautiful thing which make man become a dad, women become a mom, boy become a man, and girl become a women...

losing someone, meeting someone, it is all about memories...u meet her yesterday, and its apart of memories when the next day after come to u...u left her today and the days that uve gone through with her is a part of memories...

we have to accept the memories...even its hurt us sometimes, but it give us a food for tought... we will learn to live from our memories...eventhough we never realize it...

chill, peace no war...juju justagirl(common name i used on my artwork)...
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