joys and tears, but it is end up with a sweet sour smiling face

this year, 2013...
year with tears...
tears where i lost my precious one, in a week...
tears where i was admitted and had a surgery to remove a half of my ovarian follicles
tears when the doc told me about the ectopic pregnancy...
tears when everything just happened in this year ...

but...
I've learned to live...
I've  learned to accept it...
i've learned to love myself...
i've learned to improve myself..
i've learned to be a human being...


this year, 2013...
year with a joys...
joys where my husband be my side every single minute...
joys when im suffering from the pain, but i know in it, hidden a mercy...
joys which i could never get anywhere else, when my students visit me and taking care of me...
joys when i couldn't eat anything, but i have their hand to hold on for energy...

the joys, make me cried...
the tears, make me laughed...

this both thing, made me who i am...
taught me something valuable...
how to accept with heart sincerely...

untuk redha dengan hati yang iklas bkn senang, tapi bila redha dengan hati yang iklas, itu pengubatnya...

peace no war:
juju justagirl