orang yang sabar adalah orang yang menang...

sabar...semua orang yg hidup perlu ade sifat sabar...but the thing is,we have different limit of it...somehow or rather,people tent to be mad or angry while someone cross their limit...to be someone who success in everything,life,career,family,and even love,for me this is the important point to have...someone ever said to me before,org yg sabar adalah org yang menang,so sy nk awk sabar...ape pon org ckp...and that make me calm...so what make me better day by day?...u've got the answer...sabar jer dlm segala hal...last time when im started wearing hijab,few peoples talked bad bout me,and criticise me...but he always remind me...awak kena sabar,sbb slalu nye mende yang baik org slalu pandang xelok...thanks to you coz u make me be someone better...
so guys,belajarlah menjadi org yg sabar...trust me,u will get what u deserve for someday...
wink~~
peace no war...

lagu tiru ke lagu sendiri???

rossa....

vs

ella....

dua2 wa ske....
lagu neh cam lagu ella la...tapi lirik nye lain...
tiru kah atau lagu sendiri...
mn perginya originality???
hurm...

maybe they have their own reason...whatever it is...both song are nice to listen too...
wink2...

sometimes we should control our self...to miss someone...or less...:P

hurm, i dont think its a good idea to talk about but...im still want to talk about it...hahhaha...its related to human's feeling...love and miss...as a human being it is impossible if we said that we have no feelings...am i rite???
it is not easy to control our feeling actually, but if u can hide what u feel, u r so strong and cool...like u my baby...hihihihi...wish to be like u...sometimes, yes, but most of the times not[i cant hide anything fr u,but to others, of course]...sy sgt lemah utk sembunyikan feeling sy dari kamu...i dont know how to control my feeling towards him...jump beribu kali pon rindu cm org angau...hihihi...b cm sengal kn...adush, kena kutuk habis neh if dorang tau [kiddos and friends...
im even too sensitive when we have our daily conversation...
my mind however always wispering, juju you have to control it...dont let ur feeling control ur mind...dush2...yeah of course i wont it control my mind...
tp lemah ar ngan kamu...nk plak bile kebosanan, msg n call x ckp la awk... bl la leh jmp, dh la next week im going to sabah...if you could join me...sy x paham apekah gejala yg melanda neh...huhuhu...sbb tu lah kena control feeling tuh...or less, jd la mcm sy neh ha...sengal...
huhuhu...ok lah...times up...stop mumbling juju...huhuhu...miss my bb...:P

hantu durian kah???

adoi hai...sy dah kekenyangan memakan durian...np la gilo sgt mkn durian...bwk plak hantu durian jenjalan...mmg la habis...kalaulah td x mkn laksa...mmg la jd cm time mkn kat sabak tuh...lima biji pon still ok jer...plus red bull...terangkat plak rs...hahhaha...

td nk g mkn durian byk tol halangan...hihihi...bwk hantu2 tu,nk kencing la...nk berry la...last2 dpt gak mkn...cari parking cm org gilo...
sedap gilo durian tuh...

balik mkn durian sst plak...dh lame x jalan area situ...huhuhu...call org tuh, x berjawab plak...huhuhu...last2 recall blik ku temui jalan yg benar...hihihihi...

thanks to my....who tell me the place to find durian...wink2~~~

sand...beach...ocean...waves...and coconut milk shake...

owh God...what a wonderful life u gave us...ciptaan tuhan yang paling indah pada sy adalah...:

BEACH...anything related to beach...island...sand...the beautiful sound of waves...i miss those place that i went to before...having a great coconut milk shake and juices while walking along the beach...sunset...that was a beautiful moment ever...windu nak ke pantai...tgk sunset...bulan neh bulan melancong lagi...SABAH...just around the corner...and im actually on progress planning for another vacation...escape from busy-ness life...hahahha...my last vacation are awesome...and i hope next week will be one of fantastic memories to hold on...

sy gumbira sgt kot...sbb my lovely squiddy have a same interest with me...and some of my friends too...tringat pica ckp,aku dh tau ko neh traveller jenis ape...not for entertaiment,but for leisure...and the place u wished to go must have beach...yea...i wont get bored of it...never...
petang2 cm neh,dpt minum coconut milk shake plus pancake...uish...bahagianya...huhuhuhu...

guys,
if u have a prob,or workloaded, or anything which make u feel bad, just go to the beach...take a walk and watching the sunset, listening to the waves... im sure it will make u calm...free...so how busy u are, just take few days and escape from everything...choose any island either around malaysia or just spent some extra money to thai, or to indonesia, maldive or boracay island...im sure will gain ur energy back...:)

after almost 9 month living there...

setelah hampir 9 bln di sabak bernam...akhirnya sampai jgk ke bukit melawati...hahaha...agak cantik tempatnya...cume,byk money...sy takut...i bought a bundel of long bean...then sume munyet tu beriya dtg nk mkn...asyik bg makan...nmpak satu keajaiban ciptaan Maha Agung...anak munyet tu color orange...i never seen it before...and i asked indian man there...and he said...after 3-4 month,it will change to black color...dont u think it is amazing?...their normal color ( monyet situ la,blacky greynish) tp bila besar sikit jer...dr orange jd hitam...hurm...im wondering how...i went there with my kiddos...hahaha...dorg sgt gumbira n teruja...kelakar ngat eh...we just spend 30-45 min there and cont our journey to k.l...

ooopppsss...error...pic xleh download...:-(

tolong jangan sakiti aku lg...

kenapa mesti sakitkan hati aku lagi...?
xcukup ke dgn ape yg aku sacrified...?
xcukup ke dengan apa yang aku buat tok kau...?
ape salah aku...?

tolonglah jangan sakitkan hati aku lagi...
cukup dengan apa yang aku lalui sebelom neh...
biarkn aku hidop dalam dunia aku sendiri...
yang pada aku cukup sempurna...
walaupun hakikatnya,manusia xkn memandang ia sempurna...

ini jalan yang aku pilih...
bukan sakit yang aku pinta...
tapi bahagia walaupun ia sementara...
bila aku lari dari derita...
kau pinta aku...jangan tinggalkan kita...
tapi...

mengapa kau harus menyakiti aku lagi...
aku hanya manusia yang lemah di sisi Nya...
cukuplah derita sampai disini...
berikan aku peluang untuk hidup gembira...
jangan lagi kau sakitkan aku...
kerna...
aku hanyalah wanita...

---- i found this somewhere....it just luje showing some of my feeling...thanks to the writer...it means,im not the only one who feel.it...

...

dulunya...
aku ingin bersama samanya...
ketika tunas itu tumbuh...
serupa tubuh yang mengakar...
setiap yang terhembus...
adalah kata...

angan,lebur dan emosi bersatu...
dalam jua berpautan...
tangan kita terikat...
lidah kita menyatu...

maka...
setiap apa yang terucap...
adalah sabda pendita ratu...

knowing the truth is much more painful than knowing nothing...

the truth...does really good or it is just make people getting bad and hurt?...it is actually depand on us...most of peoples prefer to get know the truth about anything that happened surrounding...however,does it really worth it?...dont we ever though that,sometimes it is good for us to know the truth but sometimes,it just should be a secret...or in other words is...lies...lthe truth wont be a nice thing to have if it just make us feel hurt while other feeling greatful...am.i rite?...perhaps,we will not getting hurt if we dont know it...the truth is too painful...trust me...i wish if im not the one who know the truth...thus,ive to live with it...sometimes we should hide or,or sometimes we should tell lies just for the sake of others happiness...we are not live alone on earth...we have a relationship to care...with our families,our friends,our commynity,and even our enermies....

till we know the truth is hurt,we will ask people to stop say it and rather choose to lies...

what a lazy day...all coz of u...sick of it...

friday,15... a very lazy day...what happened to me huh...dunno...should i wait for u to have my meal of the day? i mean my meal for today...im not have it yet coz im waiting for you...stupid me...i hate this feeling...i just wasting my time waiting for u by watching those movies that i've watched it hundred times b4...just drink a plain water while scratching my body and peel of the death skin...eventhough u dont allow me...
fotunately,im not alone at home...lya here too...atleast im just feelibg alone inside...there somebody here to talk with...
baby,i need u actually...argh...what happened to me...im still sick and maybe it make me a bit " manja " kot...huhuhu...kawan2,sy menghabiskn masa kt rumh je the whole day...xske2...:'(

time for MANJAKAN my lurvly body...

kt the curve skg...having my meal...it can considered as dinner eventhough it is actually my breakfast for today...and im get sick of of gastric...my mr dodo are busy now...i get hurt a bit coz of it but then its ok...im with nisha...body massage after this...then im sure ill feel relax and release from feeling tired...they call us for massage now...gtg...daaaadaaa

the end of story...p.s i love u...

i just met my housemate,lya...she told me that she found a new tenant for our house...hurm,the most place that i love to live...bilik spenderku...hikhikhik...bilik yg giler byk memories ngan kengkawan...bilik dengkor nisha...bilik main poker...bilik merah kesayanganku...sayng sungguh nk tgl,tp i've to admit...setiap yg dtg mesti pergi...that the reason why we have to enjoy the moment...p.s,bring me lots of feeling happy,sad,crazy,...lots to describe...last time i love to decorate my room using red color meterials,my air bed which i love the most...my tiger carpet...my red light,my strawberries smells...my triangle room...berat plak hati nk tgl p.s...i celebrate my eid here two times...no more open house for this year...arghhhhh...i wont leave ny precious house...bilik yg penoh cerita...memory paling best,main poker cm org gile...when talk bout it,really make me smile...p.s,let me know peopkes...hurm,sony,and her love...lya,hani...p.s which make me close to peoples...and uncle guard yg sgt baik hati ske lepak ngan aku dulu...and guards block c...being nice to me...coz always helped me when i walked home with full hand of shopping's bags....btw,its a part of my life...good memories...sweet and bitter memories...byebye p.s...palm spring...:-(

food allergies?? menci ar...

alahan dgn makanan neh mmg leceh...ape punye malang la nasib tuan punya badan...not everyone born with food allergies,but almost my fam members suffer of it...im a culinarian and it is too bad for me having this ' dieseas'... sy bukan setakat xleh mkn seafood...skg neh poultry and even beef...skg neh sy ngah suffer of its symptoms...ichiness and painful...bintat dh penoh badan...sume nye sbb tergoda dgn lobster...my biggest prob is,im a food lover...seafood the most...crab,prawn,oyster,and fish...tp x sedar diri neh ha...malas tol nk g klinik...ubat yg ade dh immune...b,sakit neh...i wish if i could boil my self...hahaha...gilo dh cik ju neh b...eh,awk pgl sy cik june kn...[ i dont like it actually]... c,dh melalut sy...i scratch my body but him said,dont you dare to scratch it...huhuhu...im itchy baby...dulu sy berpantang...try to avoid consume those food which hurt me,but then some of my friends said," xpe,makan je...nnt allergic tu hilang lelame..."...korang tipu...makin tersiksa zahir dan batin ku...hurm,terpaksa la rajinkn badan nk g clinic...bb,wish u r here...

2nd of april...

another friend married today...huhuhu...b,turn kt bl ek?kehkehkeh...lmbt g ek b?gedik plak tetibe...
finally they both get married...happy for them too...td ktorg berckp2,who's gonna b next bride n bridegroom...ill be the last among us rite...hihihi...my elder bro ask me just now...nk tunjuk cincin ke?hahaha...im engaged...i met few of my old friend...my classmate during bacelor...sume cm dh besar...but not.me.i guess...:-P
owh 2nd april...xsgka,cpt masa berlalu,semua org ade perubahan yg mendadak...my mr dodo not around today...bwk haluan masing2 di hujung minggu...hihihi...that what we are rite love?we both need our own time to enjoy...
btw,congrate to both of my friend for ur wed...may god bless u both til the ur last breath...amin...

sick tired and...

holla...im just arrive p.s...so tired,and unfortunately im sick...flu...cough...jangkitan dr mn kah ini...too much pressure lately...my student drove my car and hit something...and today,i hurt gogon again...cian gogon...hurm,something come across my mind...apelah agaknye org tua tu wat skg?sp ek?laki aku la...laki yg blom sah di sisi agama...aku cm perlu ignore die for a moment coz ak sgt2lah bz...ujg tahun neh lg bz,dgn keje,dgn master aku lg...arghhhhh....tension sgt...sorry awk,sy tekanan perasaan lately,so sorry coz sometimes ive to ignore u...i hate the time when i have too many things to be done,at the same time my body extreamly weak and my mind counting the day to explode...owh god,thought this year would be nicer than b4,even it is actually much2 better than previous year...im gonna have my super duper good treatment the end of month...sabah,im coming...then hope i can follow my sis to aussi when the day she move there...i have to rest my.mind for a while but i just couldnt...too much paper to mark and owh god...im SICK...SICK...SICK...TIRED...TIRED...nasib iman kuat lg...if x,dunhill kembali menjadi rakan baik ku...huhuhu....but never....it will never happened again...ok my dearest blog...i have to cont markg paper...i hate this coming sunday coz i have to submit all the marks for each subject...k dada mr blog...peace no war...B-)