morning readers... friends... families...
i dont know what to write actually, but deeply in my heart and soul, i feel something... unfortunately i have no ideas what a feeling is this... im speechless... it is too complicated... happy, curious, sad, excited, pressure i dont really know what is it... blended... and every second of my life, i am really miss him...even we stay under one roof... i feel like i wanna cry... wish i could... ya ALLAH swt, show me the way... lead me ya allah... i dont understand what will happen to me... or happened to me... i wish if i could talk to someone... who can understand it... i feel sad to see people sad... and i dont know why i felt guilty of something i didn't do... try to touch something impossible to do so... why...what...how to ease this feeling ya allah... lately, when i look up the sky, i feel like Allah really near to me... is it hidayah from u ya ALLAH??? if yes, alhamdulillah...
and the truth is, i need a vacation...to the place where i can release everything... away from work, away from traffic... a place with no car, just a boat... a place which i could see the real sunset, wrapped by the wind, listen to sound of the waves... i miss that place... a place for us dd...
time pls be nice to me... give me opportunity to get off for a while... but in nearest time... i need to be away from this place... i need to be somewhere which we really belong to... and now, i couldn't think anymore... how to express my self...argggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg...
peace no war????
yes jujumohdjan...
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